INTRODUCTION: Change over Time // 1 // CHAPTER ONE: In Which I Freak Out in the Tide Pool 11 // CHAPTER TWO : Moby Ghost 54 // CHAPTER THREE: The Wild Garden 97 // CHAPTER FOUR: Dream Machine 130 // CHAPTER FIVE: Green Thumb in a Dark Eden 152 // CHAPTER SIX: Into the Woods 173 // CHAPTER SEVEN: We All Want to Change the World 187 // CHAPTER EIGHT: First There Is a Mountain 241 // CHAPTER NINE: Innocence and Experience 289 // CHAPTER TEN: Bee, Vm Expecting You 331 // CHAPTER ELEVEN: Eyewitness 357 // EPILOGUE: The River Was There 387 // ACKNOWLEDGMENTS 393 // NOTES 396 // SELECT BIBLIOGRAPHY 409 // INDEX 415 // READING GROUP GUIDE 422 // ABOUT THE AUTHOR 424